Well we went to see Non-Stop, you have no idea how nervous I was waiting outside the cinema for him to show up..
Eventually he texted me to say he’d parked and was in the Queensmere (where I was essentially) so I turned around and lo and behold; tall pretty nerdy guy walking towards me. *que knees turning to jelly*
He treated me to the tickets and we settled down in our seats. A few other couples walked in and sat right behind us so when the adverts started I made him switch over to the other half under the pretense of “evening it out” *cough privacy cough*
Slowly nudging closer and closer, waiting for him to get the hint, my hand kinda just hovering he went to put his arm around me and i accidentally headbutted him instead ¬_¬
Moved his arm so we were just snuggled up holding hands and I had my head resting on his shoulder, his head resting on mine.
MY GOD WERE HIS HANDS COLD AND CLAMMY.
Kinda cute though cause it just means he was nervous as hell too. (In the year I’d been talking to him, he hadn’t dated anyone and I remember him saying he didn’t really date before that)
But it was cute and when the film ended and I sat forward, he pulled me back into a hug and I really wish I’d given him a quick kiss then cause it was a really sweet gesture but I felt awkward so hey ho.
I started walking him back to his car and he offered me a lift, getting his courage up and he wrapped his arm around me. * nawh*
Gave me a lift home and he pulled up at the end of my road, asked if we were still on to hang out Saturday (yes btw) and pulled me into a hug.
I kissed him.
"Adorable as balls" Is a saying that will forever confuse me..
I mean, I like what male genitalia does as much as the next person but seriously guys; balls. aren’t. cute.
They aren’t even mildly attractive.
"Cute as nips" Nipples are cute. Let’s all go with "Cute as nips" please? no? okay *skulks back into corner*
I can’t wait to get married because its like a sleepover every night with your best friend.
That’s the cutest description of marriage I’m not even joking
It’s better than ‘betting someone half your stuff that you’ll love them forever’
Please, please read this and just spread it around a little to promote awareness- we all need to stop being ashamed of them
This is actually a topic I’ve been thinking about writing something on for a while now. We’ve all taken them and there is nothing to be ashamed of. Some of us have taken photos in a pair of undies, our hair flowing to cover our boobs and some of us have just gone for it and laid ourselves bare.
AND THAT’S OKAY.
Nudity and “revealing pictures” have become such taboos; when there is absolutely nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about. I’ll put my hands up- I’ve taken plenty of photos to have a look and ya know what? I looked frickin’ hot in them okay (that’s a massive thing for me to say btw).
And it’s really great that I could look at a photo of myself in my underwear and just think “yeah. I have a nice body.” Because we’re all taught to see our flaws and such and to be ashamed of our sexuality.
I shared a photo the other day of Annalee Belle (a professional alternative model) in a thong and a tiny shirt and an older religious lady put “gross, she forgot her clothes”
1. She got payed a very nice wage to forget her clothes
2. Why is her butt gross? All you can see are bum cheeks which you can see on any beach.
Beach- leads me to my next point.
When posting photos online or sending them to whoever you want to send them to; please consider “would you let other people see you in public like this?”
- Are you in underwear? Yeah that’s cool, I’d quite happily wear a bikini etc in public
- Are you naked in a burlesque sort of way where no one can see? Yeah that’s fine but would you pose naked in an art class?
- Are you starkers? Great, but consider this; would you walk around on a nude beach in front of strangers and people you know?
Because if you wouldn’t get down to that level in public, don’t send that level of nakedness to other people; the likelihood is that they will spread and others will see them and you have to be prepared for the backlash. Life isn’t peaches and cream, people will judge you in both positive and negative ways and you have to be prepared for that.
Personally, I have body issues but i’m 10000% behind thought out nudity because I’d quite happily bare all in public. Hell I was 16 and went skinny dipping in a little river in front of all my friends.
It’s no big deal to me to be seen in underwear, see bum cheeks or boobs; granted I stay modest in public because I do have respect for myself and others, but the human body is nothing to be ashamed of.
Just make sure you’re okay with people seeing you bare all before you send revealing photos please guys. You’re in control and it’s your choice.
Don’t ever send naked photos because you think it’s the only way to get a girl/guys attention because you will get a reputation, it won’t be a good one and guys/girls will think you’re cheap.
If you’re going to post anything. Think very carefully, then if youre cool with it, post it with your head held high and know that you look sexy and I 10/10 would bang.
(P.S This post isnt me encouraging you to post nudes everywhere, I’m just trying to say, don’t be ashamed of your body ‘cause everyone does it. Everyone has one. Just think before you post them ‘cause I’ve seen a lot of suicides, self harming etc due to bad reception. I’ve also seen a lot of bad reception which is equally as horrifying. You dont criticise underwear models do you? No well they get “payed to do it” why should doing something just because you think you look nice have any less respect than someone who gets payed to do it? Perhaps if you’re going to use that excuse you should favour prostitutes over regular sex too.)
(P.P.S I’m not comparing models to hookers. Guys you’ve seen me drool over Cervena Fox, Annalee Belle and Rebecca Crow. I’m totally okay with models being payed to show off their body.
(P.P.P.S If you are going to post photos.. don’t have your face in the photo to be on the safe side, some very sad people may use it against you. Try to remain anonymous. If I were to just look at the photo, I shouldn’t be able to name who it is. Oh. and tidy your floor cause that shit aint sexy bro ;) ehe)
I don’t know, it would just be really great if this got a couple of notes to promote awareness and such. Thanks guys.
Blue Hair makes me far too happy ^_^
It’s almost as if you can conquer anything!
However, I have a first date in a couple of hours and I’m not quite sure I can conquer that. It’s been a while.
In fact, I never even had a first date in my last relationship so It’s been even longer.
I’m pretty sure I was lying to myself.
It’s time to be honest,
No more sugar coated capsules of deceit.
I’d tell you its a battle of heart and soul,
But they’re wearing the same colours.
My top Ten girls for Ink n Iron 2014.
Obviousy Cervena Fox is my number 1 girl, but they’re in no particular order.
(Girls name’s captioned)
#wonderwoman by @alvaradopinup. #annaleebelle #curves #coloredhair #orangehair #coralhair #girlswithtattoos #tattoos #superhero #altmodel
^ Same guy who recorded that song for me a year ago, asked me what other songs he should record. I told him Placebo were my favourite ever band so he bought a few of their albums to listen to :’)
To put the boss bit in context; he got told he had to be in work early and I said I’d beat his boss up for him..
And the cold, well yeah I said I was cold but that response was adorably cheesey.